Over the past couple of months of my absence a lot of stuff has been going on. I have had a pretty rough couple of months dealing with my family and friends and honestly I my attention was else where and my blog crossed my mind maybe once or twice. For that I apologize, despite right now no one follows this blog of mine. Im not writing this blog for other people i am doing this blog because it helps me be . . . well me. And right now at this stage in my life I have not one single person I can be completely and full heartedly honest with, thats why I keep this blog. And hopefully I will return to the swing of things like it used to be.
First matter of business is probably that I am now sixteen. Thats a pretty big landmark to come to and though it didn't seem it on my birthday, I can honestly tell that I have changed. I am not the person I used to be. I will leave it at that :) But over spring break stuff happened that I might vent later about but for your knowledge I went to Disney world in Orlando with one of my good friends Ashley. We stayed for about four days and it was pretty nice. The last half of my spring break I went to my best friends house in Tampa because I hadn't seen her in at least two years. Boy when I look back from then to before then, and from then to now ... everything has changed. The circumstances, the attitudes, the people.. just everything.
When I returned to school, it just got harder. It still is hard. I know what my ultimate dream is now, I want to get accepted to the college of my dreams. I still have two years to get everything alined for this to pull through but I feel like I won't be able to do it... and It scares me. My parents say I won't go there, and I feel like I might have an Elle Woods moment.. Im hoping that that actually happens!
School has been stressing me out to beyond oblivion... These are the books I am reading and will be sucked into reading over the course of my summer.. when in reality I want to read the "books" in the picture below that. Thats all I want to do.. but my reality is reading over two thousand pages of material on how to pass these lovely tests.
The rest of the pictures are just bits and bobs of my day really. I have been fixed with a mustard yellow color lately.. so I painted my nails to mirror my inner feelings regarding such color. I also was given the ring pictured below by my mother for my sixteenth birthday. My grandpa gave it to her when she turned sixteen, so she gave it to me. The other pictures are pictures of the restaurant we went to for dinner tonight. It was called "Kingfish". The food was good and the view and the day were beautiful! The key lime pie was also really superb.
In the days to come I will put up some more fashionably related posts, and stuff like that. But until then..
A demain! Bonne soir!
xoxo
Megan
